Met Karen at Fujitsu Service Centre Funan today. Her boyfriend was so pissed that he slammed the table. I’ve seen many customers flaring up there. It’s not that we are being unreasonable but service there is really bad. And I have to wait 2 more weeks before I can get my speakers replaced. The technician even spoilt my keypad. WTF! That’s it, NO MORE FUJITSU EVER AGAIN.
On a brighter note, I received a super-early-Birthday present today, haa so still quite happy =)
Haven’t been blogging. Laptop was in the service centre. ANGRY because I have to bring it back tomorrow again. Damn it. Luckily I brought my office laptop home.
I CURLED MY HAIR TODAY! It’s something that I’ve always wished I have the courage to do - to curl my by-nature-rather-straight-long-hair. Though I still can’t get used to it now (and miss my straight hair, seriously I look better with it), we all need some changes in life, I think.
Arh, and I hate it when I have to try to understand my own feelings. I wonder does anyone experience this kind of crap like I do. Like not understanding why you’re feeling this way? Not even knowing what you’re feeling exactly.
I’m afraid, really afraid that…
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I’ve fallen for someone, unknowingly? If not, why am I so affected by what he does and says, and probably more
affected by what he doesn’t do. Why am I even thinking about it? And worse, in front of him, I feel so stupid. And I always thought that only I go around stressing people out. But it’s true this feeling has been bothering me and I’m totally bewildered.
It’s nice that I feel a very comfortable sense of security when I’m with him, like I don’t have to worry about anything and he could take care of me. This is something which I’ve always been looking for and missing in my life for very long. But, it’s impossible for him to reciprocate this feeling. I’m always a little girl in his eyes and a very insensible one. But there is something about me he really doesn’t know and I’m not what he thinks I am.
Face it! I know where I stand. I can only pack this feeling up and take it away with me soon.
My eye is hurting so badly today. Old injury plus too much strain recently. And can only get the specialist’s appointment on next Tues. Hope I’ll be fine.
One of my fave clips from a show I like - 白色巨塔. Maybe because I really could relate.
I am losing the people around me. I am losing myself.
I’m tired of being so emotionally unstable. Get the hell out of me!
Finally managed to upload my current fave song - 泪. Give credit to Nic, yah know him personally. Really like this song and think their album is quite well done. And all the other songs that I am listening to now. Until I stop being sad.
I just want to say -
Love is not about doing a cost and benefit analysis.
Love is not about doing things to meet expectations.
Love is not about possession.
True love is as simple as looking at the person or even hearing his/her voice that makes your day.
True love is to continue loving the person even if he/she does not reciprocate.
True love cannot be taken away easily.
True love is unconditional.
I feel so disheartened to hear the kind of things guys say to me.
Please don’t tell me you like me because I appeal to you as a girl so different from others.
Please don’t take me as a challenge to satisfy your high ego.
Please don’t like me because I look not too bad to introduce to your friends as your girlfriend.
Please don’t like me for all the superficial reasons and don't do things for all the wrong reasons.
Please like me only because your heart really do.
Like me for who I am and for a simple reason called love.
The kind of love that can stand through the test of time, and in which encompasses the promise of a lifetime.
