Saturday, June 30, 2007

The Promise of a Lifetime

I’m beginning to enjoy my really-early-morning jogs. Got up at 530 this morning. I love the fresh air and the break of dawn. And there’s a simple feeling of happiness in my heart today. Unexplainable feeling. Lol, it puzzles me but whatever it is, it’s good even if it’s just for a while.

And I think there’s a girl staying in my estate getting married today. I was exercising when I saw about 7 cars coming in. The lead is probably the groom and he was driving a convertible. I guess they are here to pick up the bride. And after that, there was this filming going on about the whole process, the cars were horning, their friends were cheering and all the happy voices in the air. I was a distance away but I could feel the joy. My heart went like wooooo so sweet…~! I wonder how people feel on their wedding day. Stressed? Tired? Or too touched by the happiness? I think it involves alot of courage for people to commit into a lifetime promise, though there are many people who just treat it as part of life’s process and also those don't care about breaking promises. To me, marriage is sacred. Hmm, I was trying to vision my wedding day. Haha! Even though the past still have negative effects on me, I’m becoming hopeful. Ooooooh.. I’m beginning to feel my heart waiting for the day I could have my own family with the special one I love. And I wonder who will be the guy who can give me the courage again to promise him a lifetime.

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