Secret

I realized that it wasn’t something I didn’t say.

It was never meant to be right from the start. It was only my one-sided feelings. It’s funny why I chose a closed option when I have so many other offers. Why can’t I just feel something for any of those guys who are going after me? Instead of having to go through this. If it’s not cos I like banging my head against the wall, it’s just bad karma I think.

Sigh. There is really nothing more I want to say. I can only distance myself and forget about it.