Day 1 of forgetting him was good. Went to see Dr Koo at YIH today. Had a farewell chat and he gave me alot of encouragement. Made me feel so much better. But still, shouldn’t rely on him too much. He gave me some supply of sleeping pills too, yah he’s worried I can’t sleep well in NY.
Feeling quite bad about hurting someone’s feelings today – this guy who made my specs. He was irritating me so much when he started calling and sms-ing me, so I was quite hostile to him when I went back to collect my things today. I could feel he was quite affected by it. Well, actually come to think of it, he was trying to be nice to me and I should stop giving people attitude to avoid more bad karma. So at least when I finally meet someone I like, he will be nice to me.
Going away may be a good thing afterall. Hopefully, setting myself further away from matters that I hold too close to my heart would put things into better perspectives.
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